2 Book theme
The theme of this book is hardship.
I experience a lot of hard time.
Not every event is happy.
Hard time event, which people can not forget about.
This is very impressive.
There is thing to learn about a lot.
But, people don’t want to remind and talk about that.
Therefore, people can’t learn from this memory.
I want to make oppotunity.
If people read this book, it means chance to be touch with their hard time memory.
That make their life abandant.
So that, I want you to read this book.
○Passed examination to my first choice high school
This poem describes entrance exam of high school.
I was 15 years old in March.
My friend failed to that.
I was sad.
And, I thinked that I also fail too.
I pleased only half because I think about a friend.
I first attend crammer in the previous year August.
Then, he was there already.
I became friend with him right away.
Because we had same dream about entrance exam of high school.
We were together in short time about 8 months.
But, I established him good relation.
“You’ll do fine” I’m feeling his tenderness.
○The marathon race in elementary school
I can run fast fairly well.
But, I don’t like run because I always feel pressure from what people think of me.
I attended soccer school since I was 5 years old.
Therefore My cardiopulmonary function was developing in elementary school.
I don’t like November because its race held.
I felt nervous from tension.
I always took a deep breath before the start so that calm down the mind.
Once I started and tension was gone.
I was able to concentrate in running.
○Decided the kanto tournament in soccer school
I was elementary school student.
I was member of the soccer club.
Our team was not so strongly.
Our school year was not more strongly.
Thus it was a dream for us such as kanto tournament.
It was not supposed to go on merit basis.
But, there was strength in our school year.
Unity was strong compared to other school years.
We got along well.
It just was not able to decided the kanto tournament.
There was also cooperation from underclassman.
Those were able to fulfill a dream.
○Part time job
I started the part time job since I graduated high school.
I had never made money.
So this is my first experience.
I worked in hourly.
I thought that it is easy unlike the study.
But, this idea was wrong.
I knew the difficulty to make money though the part time job.
If I work very hard a hour, I get only a small income.
But, I was feeling a rewarding any more.
I think it is important to feel rewarding.
I’m in Gunma university.
I’m member of the faculty of education.
I major in science here.
I like science.
In general, science teachers can touch the creatures.
But, I’m not good to touch the creatures.
In short, I don’t like creatures.
There were lesson of anatomy at the biological experiment.
Among them, particularly impressive lesson was a dissection of carp.
I was able to put up with if I just touch the carp.
But, taking out the internal organs tore its body had been hesitant.
I has been in contact with the various creatures even before that.
Thus, I might have been able to determine the mind.
I saw this movie second times.
The first time, I was elementary school student.
This time, I was able to see a movie with objective point of view.
The second time, university student.
Then, this movie made me inconsolable.
I identified with the character in the movie.
Character’s situation is the same as mine.
Now I’m not more lively than before.
I don’t spend a life with a sense of fulfillment.
It has passed same way everyday.
While I’m seeking an exciting thing.
I found a thing called overseas volunteer in this movie.
I can think, but I don’t into action.
○The first tlme of the house sitting
In this poetry, I was elementary school student.
I like my mother.
I often went shopping with my mother.
I had never experienced that there are no mother.
This is my first experience of no mother.
Then, I was struck with an indescribable sensation of horror and anxiety.
At the same time, I noticed that I can not do anything by myself.
I began to hate myself.
I thought a lot of things between house sitting.
Thus, I felt that the time is slowly.
And felt in another world.
I thought that it became the reason why I hate house sitting.
○Came Australian my home
I was a member of soccer club in elementary school.
In this club, there was a project of international exchange.
Thus, two Australian came my home.
They had big body.
They had brown eyes.
They had blonde hair.
They had their habbit.
They were quite different with me.
I was proactive in my communications.
I don’t speak much English.
I couldn’t be too much convey my idea for them.
It was same as them.
I spent time about five days with them.
I was able to close the distance between our hearts.
I didn’t be friends the real meaning.
○Experience the great East Japan Earthquake
I felt big shake for the first time experience.
At first, I didn’t know what happened.
I understood the situation to take a little while.
But, I didn’t understand seriousness of the situation.
Thus, I didn’t immediately go home.
While not be taken also contact.
As I was playing with my friends.
My mother was very angry.
But, it was somewhere sad face.
I also became very sad feeling.
I was again aware of the importance of family.
I will think the same thing when I become father.
○Failed entrance exam to university
I have studied hard for three years in high school.
At the time of admission, I was the member of the most head of the bad students.
I got bad results in an exam.
I studied desperately from that time.
My school work got steadily good.
I decided first-choice school.
That school is a very high level.
I was working hard toward that goal.
But, it’s taking a while to get there.
Finally, I decided to go third-choice school.
I was wondering whether to go.
Looking back, my choice which going to third-choice school is the correct answer in me.